[he withdraws only to remove his coat and take a seat on the bed, gesturing for estinien to follow--and urging him to actually put his head in aymeric's lap once he does]
I've only heard the news that the satrap is, in truth, one of the first brood. That aside, I know almost naught. But that you should see him as someone precious tells me much of his character.
[aymeric lets the quiet settle between them for a bit before he says anything more]
Megumi told me what happened. In Garlemald, in Thavnair, in Sharlayan... in the ends of the cosmos. She told me what you all did for her, so she could forge ahead.
[ So she did tell him all of that. So he didn't have explain how it all happened. ]
[ still, he plucks at Aymeric's shirt. ]
I do not regret doing it. Though I had to trust that Megumi would find a way to retrieve us. Even if she hadn't... I knew that was my ultimate sacrifice.
[ And not in a "my life is worthless" way, either. ]
Let it be said that I am not angry with you. I understand why you did it. And I would not gainsay your reasons, nor those of the Scions, for putting your faith in the Warrior of Light. 'Tis possible if it were me in the same position, that I might have done precisely the same thing. Still...
[his hand moves from estinien's hair to cup his cheek]
... the thought of losing you again makes my heart ache.
Easier to imagine when he's right in front of me. And certainly no more difficult to imagine than a nation that warred for a thousand years could find peace with her erstwhile enemy.
... I am certain you'll thrive in Radz-at-Han. Vrtra is fortunate to have you so devoted to his cause.
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Is there more you would dress me in? These silks from Radz-at-Han?
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[ Winding his tail around Aymeric’s ]
I’ve an idea for something I saw there.
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Tell me.
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[ He follows Aymeric down easily, laying his head in his lap. ]
To see you adorn their bright colors, their flowing fabrics. It would be nice. Perhaps you could visit?
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[gently tangles his fingers in estinien's hair. pet pet pet]
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Vrtra has called upon me for another task.
[ He grabs the fabrics of Aymeric’s clothes. ]
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[not a question, just a statement]
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[ Glancing up. ]
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I've only heard the news that the satrap is, in truth, one of the first brood. That aside, I know almost naught. But that you should see him as someone precious tells me much of his character.
[glances down at estinien]
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[ … ]
If only we had been given his insight during the Dragonsong war.
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I should very much like to meet him and pay my respects.
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[ He's plucking at Aymeric's shirt, tail swaying back and forth slowly. ]
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Megumi told me what happened. In Garlemald, in Thavnair, in Sharlayan... in the ends of the cosmos. She told me what you all did for her, so she could forge ahead.
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[ still, he plucks at Aymeric's shirt. ]
I do not regret doing it. Though I had to trust that Megumi would find a way to retrieve us. Even if she hadn't... I knew that was my ultimate sacrifice.
[ And not in a "my life is worthless" way, either. ]
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[ He regards him, leaning his head into the attention and affection. ]
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[his hand moves from estinien's hair to cup his cheek]
... the thought of losing you again makes my heart ache.
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Is that why you wanted me to guard the housing district, beloved?
[ Because Aymeric’s heart might hurt more if he were to lose Estinien again. It’s a light hearted statement for a heavy subject. ]
I could not let them suffer any longer. Those from the Dragon’s star.
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I merely wanted you to do something a little less dangerous for a spell. And I thought that saving the world must be awfully tiring work.
[lets out a breath, thumb stroking estinien's cheek]
Ever have you possessed a righteous soul... of course you could not let them suffer.
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[ Not at the present, of course. But Estinien could go home more often now that he wasn't doing the Scion's bidding at the present time. ]
Who could have? Their clutches were dying, their world was ravaged. They'd no will left.
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[leans down and kisses his forehead]
You're a remarkable man, Estinien Varlineau.
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All of my life I was angry just like they were, 'tis what they needed. Someone to understand their pain. Even if their lack of will was frustrating.
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... I am certain you'll thrive in Radz-at-Han. Vrtra is fortunate to have you so devoted to his cause.
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