I know. But I don't intend to leave you unsatisfied, either.
[ Just going to turn his head up towards hers, and lower her own head to kiss him gently on the mouth- it's soft, not insistent, and she pulls back to nuzzle his nose. ]
... I did not forget. I only... I do not wish to mourn someone who yet lives, who may yet return to brighten our lives again. I do not believe him to be lost to us forever. So 'tis not Roy himself I mourn... I mourn all the moments I might have spent with him, cherishing him, that are now lost.
[he lowers his eyes]
You saw the garment he made me. 'Tis exquisite... I've never seen its like before. And he made it for me...
That's what you should mourn, my love. The loss of the time you could have had. It allows you to feel like there's hope, once that sorrow is spent, and be ready to welcome him back if that is what is to come.
[ Kissing his forehead. ]
I want you to be able to look forward to the good that can come, aye?
[ And she hopes he'll get the chance. Though she chuckles. ]
Aye, 'tis what I'd hoped to see you wear when I dressed you- not that we had many options at the time... but should you wish to wear it, I can help you into it whenever you wish.
[ Gently shifting back and wrapping her arms around the back of his neck, hugging him like this while atop him so he can move his face into her shoulder. ]
[ She won't shush him, just gently kiss the side of his head and slide back to help him sit up- this way she can straddle him and have him hug her properly and mourn as he needs. ]
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You are too kind to me.
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I've no reason to not be. Looking after my beautiful beloved is important to me when he's suffering. And even when you're not!
[ Going to nom the tip of his ear a little, it's just. A thing right now with her more primal instincts at the fore. Tiny grooming. ]
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Oh, ah--
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Did I bite too hard?
[ Oh no, instant response is to quick lick and kiss... ]
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N-nay, I was just surprised.
[the tip of his ear is red, but not likely from the bite /////]
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[ A little. ]
[ Maybe... ]
[ ...Gently moves her finger across the rim and strokes while her hand's there. ]
[ 8D ]
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Megumi.
[almost sounding petulant]
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[ Stroking along the lower side of his ear now and-
Blowing a little breath against the tip. ]
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[ Just going to turn his head up towards hers, and lower her own head to kiss him gently on the mouth- it's soft, not insistent, and she pulls back to nuzzle his nose. ]
You just look too beautiful.
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I have kept you waiting, haven't I...?
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[ Nothing she hasn't had to withhold before. But she draws her hand across his front, with the other playing by his ear. ]
You've been through much already.
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[he pulls her into his arms and shifts so he's laying back and she's on top of him, holding her close and pressing his face to her hair]
Pray grant me a few more moments like this.
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You can stay like this forever if you wish, my love.
[ Kissing the side of his neck languidly. ]
... Your gaze has been morose and I can guess as to why. Just know I'm here... as is Estinien, aye?
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Aye.
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... I didn't want to bring it up until you did. But-
[ Lifting her face to linger above his- ]
- it's alright if you wish to mourn before me, my darling. You didn't forget that, did you?
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[he lowers his eyes]
You saw the garment he made me. 'Tis exquisite... I've never seen its like before. And he made it for me...
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[ Kissing his forehead. ]
I want you to be able to look forward to the good that can come, aye?
[ And she hopes he'll get the chance. Though she chuckles. ]
Aye, 'tis what I'd hoped to see you wear when I dressed you- not that we had many options at the time... but should you wish to wear it, I can help you into it whenever you wish.
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Aye. I would like that very much.
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Don't hold it back, my darling.
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... thank you.
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Always, beloved.
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... I ought to clean my face before making breakfast, I think.
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I think you look adorable flushed like this, actually.
[ Weak smile. ]
But I would rather you not walk out with puffed up eyes or people may think I was mean to you.
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Aye, I'd prefer there be no such misunderstandings.
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